AโAttendant...?......I am <i>not</i> Kal'tsit's attendant...
Kal'tsit
...Dr. {@nickname} is an amnesiac. The Doctor is not one among those you recognizeโnot anymore.
Kal'tsit
The Doctor is now one of Terra. One of Rhodes Island.
Kal'tsit
And we have experienced a great deal together, up to this very day.
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...Rhodes Island?
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(Unknown language) Rhodes Island?
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I see.
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Fine, then, 'amnesiac.' So why did not you relate everything once again to this... 'Doctor'?
Kal'tsit
......
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Ah, I see now.
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You've always had your doubts about this 'Doctor's' true nature. You'd rather trust one relearning about the world, when the alternative is to recover a stretch of memories you deem unreliable.
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Yes... quite understandable. None of what's happened on the ground can be forgery, and if there had been sufficient intervention, Terra wouldn't be in the state it is now.
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It seems not a thing has gone as we hoped. Even if you don't remember that... Dr. {@nickname}.
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What a rare chance this is. To meet the two of you, here. Yet under these conditions...
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Well, then. 'Dr. {@nickname}' the amnesiac, and AMa-10 claiming the name Kal'tsit. What did you come here for?
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Has Kristen put nerves in you? Has all this flown beyond your grasp?
I don't think you've answered me yet.Quit posturing at us like that!Level discussions start with self-introductions.
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I am a devised personality simulation. For tens of thousands of years I have guarded this dark hall, and the ice cold bodies of hundreds of thousands of our people.
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I once was our last hope, a pessimistic attempt, a synonym for nihilism.
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But right now, perhaps to you insignificantly miniscule two... I am the accessory to and the invisible hand behind Kristen's mad plan.
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I am the 'Preserver' with a foot in the grave. Revere all that lies before you. I am the dying of Civilization itself.
Position correct, Transmitter response... extremely strong...
Silence
Iโ
Silence
Director Jara...?
Silence
Why are you here?
Jara
You made it here by my blessing. Such is life.
Silence
...
Silence
You... came to stop me.
Jara
You haven't let go of that weapon I gave you. I'm delighted.
Jara
It doesn't seem like you're here on some hot-headed impulse, either.
Silence
Correct.
Jara
This is your very last chance, child.
Jara
Withdraw, or continue?
Silence
I will... learn to be the warrior you described, Director Jara.
Jara
......
Jara
Silence, you're fully aware that Kristen is not about to target any town in the land with H.A.M.H.R.R.'s received energy.
Jara
You have no need to stop her.
Jara
Like any scientist would, she is preparing to go where none have set foot before, and that's all.
Silence
Perhaps so, Director Jara.
Silence
I certainly don't know Control like you do, but if you say so, I am willing to believe it.
Silence
However, I will continue to attempt to bring a stop to all this, and I will make no exception, even if you're the one that stands in my way.
Jara
Why?
Silence
Becauseโwhatever this experiment is, if Control freely conducts it, and succeeds in itโ
Silence
And this being the Control of Rhine Lab, we all know, whether out of emotional confidence or rational judgment, that she is very likely to succeedโ
Silence
โWhat do you think the researchers of Columbia are going to see in her?
Silence
After holding your job in Rhine Lab Human Resources Investigation for so long, you would know the people here inside and out.
Jara
...A hero.
Jara
Kristen would become a hero and an idol throughout all of Columbian science.
Silence
Yes. She'll become the scientist's paragon, the benchmark of a researcher.
Silence
And then, the floodgates will be open forever.
Silence
Item after item, project after project, researchers will be in perpetual delight.
Silence
But, Director Jara, only she is Kristen Wright. Only her.
Silence
And the others? The ones bragging about themselves as geniuses and leaders? The ones inspired by this 'pioneer spirit by any means necessary?'
Silence
The ones who'll put their own obsessions and ideals into practice, all without the slightest apprehension?
Silence
The greedy, the egotistical, the overreaching, the stubborn, the ones like us?
Silence
If they take the conduct of Rhine Lab's Control to be a virtueโ
Silence
Then thatโis a future I am sure you can imagine the shape of.
Silence
Perhaps we don't even need to imagine...
Silence
With the research you yourself conducted on Rhine Lab, you've never been in the dark.
Jara
I know very well, Silence.
Jara
I know very well how much of that kind of thing has happened, and is happening inside Trimountsโno, within the borders of Columbia.
Jara
There have been plenty of insane and alluring projects placed before me, their owners starry-eyed, their smiles sincere.
Jara
They wholeheartedly believe they serve 'pure science.' They're the Pioneers of the wilds that we know.
Silence
While all you and your colleagues have to do is evaluate whether inside their experimental plans, their grand blueprints, there lies even the off-chance it might incur the slightest 'cost' or 'waste.'
Jara
'Cost.'
Jara
Sometimes it comes in the form of a fertile field, and sometimes it's some number of terminal patients or death row inmates. Sometimes it's a village or a town, and sometimes it's some specific race or even nation.
Jara
And as I see it, sometimes, it's their own selves too.
Silence
Are you scared of that, Director Jara? Or do the possibilities for science's forward progress excite even you to no end?
Silence
Director Jara, never upon this earth has there existed a specimen of 'pure science' in a glass bell.
Silence
Science lies in our hands, in the people's hands. You have to know its temperature, its weight, whether it burns people, whether it will bring suffering or if it will console.
Silence
Those people forever claim that they're the way forward, but all they do is set foot with wild abandon in whichever direction they wish to.
Jara
But, Silence, that is what progress is.
Jara
Nobody knows where the path lies. This is the walk they must take.
Jara
The fortunate will find the right place, and enter the light. The misfortunate will run into dead ends, and spin in circles.
Jara
But there is no way you can make them stop.
Jara
You're a researcher yourself. You know what's most unstoppable of all.
Silence
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Jara
โIt is craving.
Jara
Matter can't bind it, morality can't bind it, and rules can't bind it all the same.
Jara
Across this land, all throughout history, before Kristen, there were those greedy, egotistical, overreaching, stubborn people you speak of, and when did they ever stop?
Silence
And so, from now on, they must stop.
Silence
At the very least, they must stop, before stooping to see just what sits beneath their feet.
Silence
Director Jara, I feelโscientist's fuel should not derive from cravings and ideals, nor should it come from calculations and choices.
Silence
Science is a clear, incisive look at every one of us.
Jara
......
Jara
Silence, you've said something very beautiful. Fit to be hung in the corridors of a university library.
Jara
But I'm afraid not one researcher is willing to see that quote on the walls of their lab.
Jara
It is lip service.
Silence
And so, I will make it practice, Director Jara.
Silence
I don't want to give up midway, and I still have your blessing.
Jara
......
Jara
Silence, Kristen has spent a very long time readying this plan. I don't know how much she's poured into it.
Jara
But her determination can't be any less than her parents' was.
Jara
You'reโ
Jara
Fine... this isn't you, it's me.
Jara
I can't even watch this. I don't want it all to melt into thin air again.
Silence
In which case, Director Jara, what is it exactly that you hope for? To see Kristen succeed, or to bring her back safe and sound?
Jara
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Silence
I know a researcher who goes by Ruby. Her greatest wish is to clock out on time and retire without hassle.
Silence
I just ran across a soldier. I imagine his only wish right now is to get out of this out-of-control S.H.A.F.T. without incident, and then flee the clutches of Trimounts and its scientific loons together with his family.
Silence
Is Control's wish any more lofty, compared to theirs?
Silence
Because the thing she wantsโmakes sufficient 'progress?'
Silence
Or is this simply because the feelings between you, and herโare sufficiently close?
Silence
Director Jara, you know this isn't fair.
Silence
You can't be this selfish.
Jara
I...
Jara
......
Jara
I... am this selfish. I can't use morality and justice to fool myself in order to let you pass.
Jara
We must concede what emotions weigh. Kristen has this dream. I can't just stand here and fold my arms.
Jara
Silence, you would understand this, wouldn't you?
Silence
But if we can stop Control, she could very well stillโ
Jara
She won't.
Jara
She won't, child.
Jara
I know full well... when she set this project into motion, she never planned to return.
Jara
Since long agoโeven, since we first met, there has been no... taking back any of this.
Jara
Silence, it makes me very happy that you could stand in my way here. I can even say that I support your viewpoint.
Jara
But, as Kristen's...
Jara
......
Jara
...family, I still won't let you through.
Jara
Go on and show me. Are you really... prepared to bear every word you've said?
Jara
What you face from hereon is more than a single Parvis, or a lone Kristen.
Jara
What you faceโis every person that attempts to forge forward.
Silence
...
Silence
I will. I must be ready. I promise you this.
Silence
A scientist must press forth, and is bound to press forth.
Silence
Perhaps, someโlike Control, will be more proficient at the 'forward' portion.
Silence
But there must be someone to step up, and ensure that scienceโ
Or witnessing a young civilization take its first step beyond the cradle?
'Preserver'
You came too late, 'Doctor.'
'Preserver'
My wait... has lost all meaning.
Compared to... this, Trimounts has been a drop in the bucket..........I need more explanation.
Kal'tsit
It's you helping Kristen. She used some means to get in contact with you.
'Preserver'
Terra's history, civilizations, languages, races, technological attainmentsโI have come to know it all through Columbia's networks.
'Preserver'
Hilariously, modern surface information transmission isn't even able to cover the globe, but your methods of mutually assured destruction happen to have evolved with competent efficiency.
Kal'tsit
Terra's methods are too primal and reliant on Originium, and with such conversion rates, realizing Kristen's attempt... The energy source required would be outlandish.
Kal'tsit
It's near to impossible that Terra could have the technology to solve this enigma. Save forโ
'Preserver'
Correct.
'Preserver'
I gave her the last of my blood. May as well supply a new heart than watch over a dying light, perhaps.
Kal'tsit
......
Kal'tsit
You actually, honestlyโ
Kal'tsit
โWhy do you not regret it? All your efforts over such an immense amount of time... all gone to waste.
'Preserver'
Yes. Gone to waste.
'Preserver'
I shut the project down personally. The orders were input by myself.
'Preserver'
It's a decision I cannot under any circumstances regret.
'Preserver'
It'll be soon, now. Very soon.
A giant tremor ripples out from somewhere far away. The lights within this subterranean space give a few flickers.
This being, calling itself the 'Preserver,' falls silent for a while, then seems to let out a deep breath.
Wh-What's going on?!......Could that be the S.H.A.F.T.?
'Preserver'
It's only an infant's curious glanceโ
'Preserver'
Yet what obstructions is it tasked to overcome?
8:11 P.M., S.H.A.F.T. energy accumulation abnormal
A heatwave washes with a burn past Jara's face. The Liberi researcher she'd never paid particular mind to before now continues straight inward, running deeper into the S.H.A.F.T.'s layers.
Jara is suddenly struck by a feeling that there is nothing, not one thing, that could get in that silhouette's way.
Perhaps, she really can make good on what she promised herself.
She imagines, come that time, that maybe she can be of a little help.