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πŸ”
It was more than twenty years ago.
I remember that winter was so much colder than in previous years. The snow never stopped, and the wind was almost strong enough to blow you away.
The weather was so bad no one would willingly go outdoors.
Everyone stayed inside with their furnaces lit from day to night. There was always tea heating atop the stove for convenient pick-me-ups.
The burdenbeast sheds were specially reinforced before winter came, and the beasts huddled together, hibernating in groups.
Time seemed to slow down in Kjerag that year. Every passing day felt like a slog to go through, and yet the subsequent days would bring the same wind and snow.
I was still young then, and I just couldn't bear to live that way anymore. I snuck out with a few men in tow that day, with a plan to hunt in the mountains.
But the snow overwhelmed us, and there wasn't a single target to be found. I got separated from the others halfway, and could only continue ascending the mountain with all the effort I could barely muster.
And then, it was here...
I met Tatyana on this very spot.
πŸ”
Arctosz
Gah, what lousy weather today!
Arctosz
Don't even have a single strand of meatbeast hair on my hands, Dad's going to call me a...
Arctosz
Huh?
Arctosz
What's that noise...?
Arctosz
Huh! Who's there?!
Arctosz
Enough with your tricks! Come out and face me if you have the guts toβ€”
Arctosz
Yowch!
As if responding to Arctosz's words, a snowball falls from a tree branch up high and hits his head.
A clear female voice rings from above.
???
Hahaha, right on target.
???
Hey, I'm over here.
???
Why didn't you hide, you big dummy?
Arctosz
Y-You..!
???
Me? What about me?
???
You're a funny guy. Did you think you'd be able to hunt in weather this bad?
???
Young man, I'll give you some advice on account of your handsome face.
???
You should hurry home.
πŸ”
Arctosz raises his head.
The snow and wind gradually subside, and bright rays pierce through the entwined branches of the trees before him, casting fragmented shadows on his face.
A vaguely female figure seems to pop up from a patch of soft snow.
Snowflakes scatter all around as she moves. The young Tatyana smiles as she looks down to meet the young man's gaze below.
Arctosz suddenly feels his eyes go dry.
The snowy white he is so used to is suddenly so dazzling.
The sunlight was so, so bright that day.
πŸ”
Sciurus
Saintess, please have a look!
Sciurus
The main body of Kjeragandr's statue was built by us Browntails. It stands about thirty meters tall, and the adamant materials we used ensure no risk of damage for the next century at the very least.
Sciurus
Hundreds of devotees volunteered to work together with professional craftsmen to carve out the statue's form you see today, so it's surely the most accurate reconstruction of Kjeragandr there is!
Sciurus
Although everyone was arguing about whether Kjeragandr should be humanoid or not... that boorish Arctosz even nearly got into a fight over it...
Sciurus
But I guarantee you, from today onwards, this statue will be the most eye-catching attraction in Kjerag!
Enya
Mhm. Thank you for all the hard work.
Enya
*cough* This statue... is the best symbol Kjerag can show to the outside world, and it couldn't have happened without everyone's efforts.
Enya
Kjeragandr will certainly be pleased as well.
Enya
Especially with you and your sister, Madam Sciurus.
Enya
I've heard the both of you spent a lot of effort on the construction, and practically stayed on-site until it was completed. It must have been difficult.
Sciurus
Hmm, hm-hmm...
Sciurus
It wasn't much. Just doing our jobs.
Sciurus
Besides, it's much easier than being forced to study...
Enya
Study?
Sciurus
No, no, nothing.
Sciurus
*cough* Well then, Great Saintess. Allow me to give you a tour?
Sciurus
Please follow me!
Kjarr
Saintess, preparations for tomorrow are complete. You should return to Mount Karlan.
Enya
You're nagging me again, Kjarr.
Enya
It's rare I get to leave the mountain, so let me stay for a bit longer.
Enya
Or are you trying to advise the Saintess on how she should act, just as the Elders do, Kjarr?
Kjarr
I won't ramble away like they do.
Kjarr
Your gravitas only continues to increase, and there is no one to stop you from descending Karlan anymore.
Kjarr
Yesterday you came down to meet Enciodes personally. If this happened in the past, the Elders would have already raised a swift objection.
Enya
They merely fear that I, the Saintess, will have my personal inclinations.
Enya
But it is precisely because there is no one controlling me that I cannot hold any bias... and I won't have any personal biases either.
Enya
Whether the people here or in the eyes of others, I must represent the whole of Kjerag as Saintess, and not any specific faction or clan.
Kjarr
Saintess...
Enya
Even though Enciodes and I don't actually have conflicting opinions on many matters and can agree on many issues regarding Kjerag...
Enya
It doesn't mean we can be as close as we were, let alone treat each other as siblings.
Enya
I can't do that, and neither can he.
Enya
It also... includes my own emotions, but it is not just about that.
Enya
So I thank you for preparing our meal yesterday, Kjarr.
Enya
But you need not do that again.
Kjarr
Enya...
Kjarr
Is it really alright to continue like this, Enya?
Kjarr
Even though you're representing Kjerag now, there are still many who only know of Karlan Trade. Clan Silverash has already started to dip their fingers in every facet of the country, and will only grow stronger in the future.
Enya
......
Enya
I have some thoughts on that.
Enya
What's important right now is to develop Kjerag as fast as we can. Some matters are just unavoidable, or things I let slide.
Enya
We still need entities like Karlan Trade after all.
Enya
Besides, I'm fine with Enciodes keeping himself there for the time being...
Kjarr
But won't it be dangerous to continue like that?
Enya
That's why I have my own plans.
Kjarr
Oh, you mean the new school you've been in charge of the past few years? And the reforms over at the Vine-Bead Court?
Enya
Hehe.
Enya
It's fortunate I realized we have so many wise people here.
Enya
Compared to a Kjerag with the voice of a sole Saintess or a single Clan Silverash, wouldn't it be better to have a Kjerag with a myriad of voices of Kjeragandr's people?
Enya
It's the same as prayer. Didn't you say that making your wishes out loud instead of keeping them in your heart would let Kjeragandr hear them in earnest?
Enya
I hope more people will get the chance to voice their hopes for Kjerag.
Enya
This is what I wish for, my prayer to Kjeragandr.
Kjarr
Well... that's a good wish indeed.
Kjarr
It will certainly reach Kjeragandr.
Enya
That's great to hear.
Enya
Will you help me, Kjarr?
Kjarr
Of course. Didn't we agree as much already?
Kjarr
I'm your maid after all.
Enya
Thank you, Kjarr.
Kjarr
If you really want to thank me, why not...
Kjarr
...Huh?
Kjarr
......
Kjarr
Oh dear, they're headed this way.
Enya
Kjarr?
Enya
Is someone headed our way?
Kjarr
Yes, with an aggressive aura to boot.
Kjarr
They're fast... they're heading straight here, hm... it feels like a fight is about to erupt.
Enya
Will there be any issues if that happens near the statue?
Kjarr
Who knows.
Kjarr
Anyway, you should return, Great Saintess. We also need to send someone to inform Madam Sciurus as well.
Kjarr
It'll be bad if you or someone else gets hurt.
Enya
I see.
Enya
What about you?
Kjarr
I will stay.
Kjarr
If something happens... oh, it would be terrible if something happened to damage Kjeragandr's statue.
Kjarr
So let me stay here to keep an eye on things, and I'll make sure 'nothing big' happens to the statue!
Enya
......
Enya
Kjarr...
Enya
...Hold on, you can't be...
Kjarr
β€”!
Kjarr
Oh, they're here! I'll say no more, Saintess, I have to go watch them!
Enya
Hey, Kjarr!
Enya
She's gone.
Enya
......
Enya
She can't possibly be... looking for an opportunity to do a little something to the statue?
Enya
Is she that unsatisfied with the statue's face...?
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Leto
This part's easier to walk in, without as many trees around.
Leto
Careful, the snow ahead is pretty deep.
Leto
Uh, you... are you really my papa?
Leto
I-I mean, Mamochka said...
Arctosz
Tatyana mentioned me?!
Arctosz
Wh-What did she say?
Leto
Not much, I didn't even know I still had a papa until I was grown, I thought he might have died long ago.
Leto
I thought that was the reason she never mentioned a father, and she never really brought up Kjerag before either.
Leto
We've been just the two of us for all these years, I never thought...
Arctosz
Really...?
Arctosz
Maybe, she... she still resented me.
Arctosz
As she should have! After all, I was the one who let the both of you down back then. I deserve her resentment.
Arctosz
It seems Tatyana lived a good life, even without me...
Leto
......
Leto
Before I came here, she told me how the snow feels different in Kjerag. The snow you find on the mountain summits is different from the snow down here.
Leto
She told me...
Leto
Kjerag is my home too, that even though I grew up in Ursus, I was born here.
Arctosz
Tatyana...
Arctosz
That sure is something she would say. She liked the summit snows so much... and always told me how different it was.
Arctosz
It's a pity a thug like me didn't get it, back then.
Leto
Hah, I don't get it either.
Leto
But I remember what she told me, I might have forgotten what happened when I was small, but those experiences don't just disappear.
Leto
She always said, everything you've been through will always be shaping you as a person.
Leto
Even if you forget it, its influence remains.
Leto
She said the Rosalind of today has every stage of her life to thank, and even the little insignificant things that happened in-between have also greatly contributed to who I am today.
Leto
And that's why even if she couldn't make it here, she hoped that I could at least know a part of me came from Kjerag.
Leto
That's what she said, and that's why I'm here.
Arctosz
Tatyana...
Arctosz
......
Arctosz
When your mother and I first met here, we... you could say it was a mutual attraction. It didn't take long for us to fall in love.
Arctosz
I'd hoped to marry Tatyana and spend the rest of our lives together. I was really looking forward to itβ€”I've never wanted anything as much as I did to be with her.
Arctosz
But that was no easy feat in Kjerag, back then.
Leto
But why?
Leto
If you liked each other, then just stay together. It can't get any simpler than that, right?
Arctosz
Yes... it should have been the simplest thing to do.
Arctosz
But Rosalind, you don't understand Kjerag, or at least the way Kjerag was two decades ago.
Arctosz
We were still secluding ourselves in our little corner of the land, and basically had no contact with outsiders.
Arctosz
You don't get Catastrophes in Kjerag, and everyone thought it was thanks to Kjeragandr protecting Her people. We believed the place was sacred, unlike the outside world, where Catastrophes are commonplace.
Arctosz
I've always believed Kjerag back then was quiet and peaceful.
Arctosz
But the way things are now, I have to admit, we were closed-off, and... blind.
Arctosz
Our lives were just farming, herding, and praying to Kjeragandr.
Arctosz
Outsiders were rare to see, and we weren't exactly friendly to them either.
Leto
......
Leto
So Mamochka...
Arctosz
You know her best, I'm sure.
Arctosz
Tatyana was so passionate, frank, ostentatious, and didn't bother to fit in.
Arctosz
She captivated me completely.
Arctosz
But at the same time, she was too strange and too different for Kjerag then...
Leto
Hmph.
Leto
So? Are you trying to tell me you held back because of that? You didn't dare to marry a foreigner?
Leto
Wait, where'd I come into the picture then? You had me without marrying her?!
Leto
I'm serious, beardy. You better not be joking.
Arctosz
Rosalind, wait! Don't be hasty... it's not what you think!
Arctosz
It didn't happen like that! Easy now!
Leto
Then what happened?
Arctosz
I *cough*, *cough* of course I married your mother!
Arctosz
Many objected to it, but it ultimately wasn't an impossible task. After all, the head of Clan Silverash married a foreigner too.
Arctosz
My marriage would have been an embarrassment for the Paleroche clan, but I still managed to convince my father, our patriarch at the time, to go through with it.
Arctosz
You met him already, Rosalind. It was him who brought you back home yesterday, even though I was so drunk I didn't recognize you at all.
Leto
You mean... That old man...?
Leto
Is my grandfather?!
Arctosz
Yes.
Arctosz
I appreciate that he ultimately let us marry, and kept it a secret from the others too.
Arctosz
One of my biggest regrets is not inviting more guests to our wedding.
Arctosz
But Tatyana told me it was fine, that she didn't care about the formalities as long as we loved each other. Nothing else mattered, as long as we could be together for good.
Arctosz
And then, we had you.
Arctosz
The days I spent together with you two were the best I could have ever imagined.
Leto
......
Arctosz
But our good times didn't last long. The Silverash couple got into an accident soon after you were born.
Arctosz
Kjerag was already in a state of turmoil due to the Silverash reforms, and there were many who regarded them as a thorn in their side.
Arctosz
Most didn't dare to challenge the Tri-Clan Leaders directly, but attacking a foreigner in private was much easier to do.
Arctosz
They said it was an accident, but truth be told... it was far from that simple.
Leto
I don't know much about it, but I remember the Doctor telling me that the Paleroches are conservative.
Leto
So Clan Paleroche must have been against the reforms too.
Arctosz
...Yes.
Arctosz
I'm not trying to lecture you now, Rosalind, but there are some things you have a right to know.
Arctosz
It was beneficial for the Paleroches to suppress the Silverashes then, and I alone could not have changed our decision to do so.
Arctosz
So... we Paleroches are the most devout believers and guardians of Kjeragandr, while the Browntails are the astute followers who make sensible decisions.
Arctosz
While the Silverashes had gone astray and tried to destroy our faith in vain, putting Kjerag in danger.
Arctosz
This was how our three clans were seen back then, and also the way the situation really was in Kjerag.
Arctosz
And I, as the next head of the Paleroche clan, could not harm the family's interests.
Arctosz
There was not much I could do.
Leto
And so you abandoned me and Mamochka.
Arctosz
I did not!
Arctosz
I never abandoned you, and there's no way I would've abandoned Tatyana!
Arctosz
But those people, would they be satisfied with a mere 'accident'?
Arctosz
The Silverashes were dead, and I... married an Ursine woman.
Arctosz
They didn't know how great Tatyana was, and didn't care for her affection towards Kjerag.
Arctosz
She was just an Ursine woman in the eyes of many, an outsider representing Kjerag's doom.
Arctosz
Rosalind, I am a warrior. I've shed so much blood, and have never feared anything.
Arctosz
But back then, all I had were sleepless nights.
Arctosz
Because I finally came to know fear.
Arctosz
I was afraid...
Leto
......
Leto
............
Arctosz
The best choice I could make at the time was to have you leave, to go far away from Kjerag.
Arctosz
Even if we couldn't see each other again, even if I couldn't be by your side anymore.
Arctosz
For I knew the two of you could live a normal and peaceful life somewhere at least...
Arctosz
Instead of running into any strange accidents somewhere I couldn't seeβ€”or even right under my nose.
Arctosz
So I wouldn't be left with just an 'accident'...
Leto
...You...
Arctosz
That's the story of me and Tatyana.
Arctosz
Rosalind, I owe you and your mother too much. I, Arctosz, will never deny this.
The warrior's weapon falls onto the snow with a muffled sound.
Arctosz takes out his poleaxe, and throws it at his daughter's feet.
Under the sun, it reflects both faces of father and daughter on its blade like a mirror.
Arctosz
Resent me, blame me, I deserve it all.
Arctosz
Berate me, or even strike me with this axe. I won't dodge.
Arctosz
But, then... can you give me another chance, Rosalind?
Leto
......
Arctosz
I... don't mean to make this difficult for you!
Arctosz
I just wanted you to know I still love you both. I did then and I always will.
Arctosz
My feelings towards you and your mother have never changed.
Arctosz
So...
Arctosz
If you're willing, Rosalindβ€”
Arctosz
Could you... call me father, just once?
Leto
......
Leto
Call you... father?
Leto
......
Leto
I...
Arctosz
Rosalind...
Leto
Go to hell! In your dreams!!
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Arctosz
β€”?!
Arctosz
R-Rosalind?!
Leto
So you talked yourself in circles for a whole day, just for that?!
Leto
HUH?!
Leto
Didn't want to make things difficult for me? You even threw down your rotten axe, because you're so sure I wouldn't use it to cut you open, huh?
Arctosz
No, that's not what I...!
Leto
I don't care what you meant!
Leto
It sounds so neat, convincing your family to let you marry, being forced to make us leave.
Leto
Hah. You think I'm dumb?
Leto
All I can think of hearing your story is how Mamochka dealt with it all.
Leto
You left her all alone in a hostile environment for so many years, and she even raised a kid for you.
Leto
She willingly put herself in danger, even with her life on the line! But you're telling me in the end all she could do was leave??
Leto
Have you ever considered why she, an Ursine, had to endure being treated like that in your Kjerag?!
Arctosz
I...
Leto
My mamochka loved to go on adventures, she liked to try new things, she liked to explore anywhere she could. She could never stay in one place for too long.
Leto
She loved making friends, loved shopping, loved to eat all sorts of food.
Leto
Could your Kjerag from twenty years ago even satisfy any of that?
Leto
Do you care about any of those things at all?!
Leto
Why does it sound like you're the only character in your story, with nothing else?!
Leto
You said she's passionate, that she's frank, but I couldn't tell you were talking about Tatyana Yevgenyevna Larina at all!
Leto
You're happy as long as you have your wife and daughter by your side?
Leto
Hah...
Leto
I'm blown away that you actually had the guts to say that!
Arctosz
Tatyana...
Arctosz
It was me, it was my...
Leto
It's too late for tears.
Leto
Do you know what life in Ursus was like for us?
Leto
Living peaceful lives somewhere? That's enough for you?
Leto
Bullshit!
Leto
Do you know just how many people were talking behind our backs when Mamochka was raising me on her own?
Leto
You couldn't.
Leto
I grew up without a papa. Do you know how 'popular' fatherless kids are at school?
Arctosz
You were bullied?! They daredβ€”?!
Leto
Save it.
Leto
No one dared bully me.
Leto
But listen, it had nothing to do with you. It was thanks to my fists. Even General Zima helped me more than you ever did.
Leto
Ever since I was small, I knew I had to rely on myself because I didn't have a papa. I knew I had to count on my fists to shut up those cowards who only knew how to use their mouths.
Leto
Do you know how many fights I got into growing up? Haha, how could you even?!
Arctosz
Rosalind...! Iβ€”
Leto
You don't have to speak. It's pointless anyway.
Leto
I just wanted to tell you, I don't care whether you were compelled by circumstance, or were trying to bear whatever burdens you had.
Leto
Since you were missing from our lives for over a decade, there's no need for you to step up now.
Leto
My papa failed to show up back when I still wanted one.
Leto
And now, I don't need one anymore.
Leto
You're still hoping I'll forgive you?
Leto
Still hoping to use me as a bridge to reconnect with my mamochka, and have her forgive you too?
Leto
Dream on!
Arctosz
No! I wouldn't dare make such an unreasonable demand!
Arctosz
But I, I just want to do something for you...
Arctosz
...No, hold on.
Arctosz
Rosalind, what did you just say? Have your mother forgive me?
Arctosz
But isn't she... isn't your mother dead?!
Leto
You're cursing her too?!
Leto
Who told you she was dead? HUH?!
Arctosz
But didn't you say, you brought her remains back here, and you've been using past tense...?
Leto
Right, 'remains'...
Leto
...'Remains'?
Leto
Uh, hold up, let me check.
Leto
......
Leto
...Uh, I mean, what was it, I brought back a token of hers.
Leto
Man, the Kjerag language is hard as hell. I know my pronunciation's a little off, and the tenses might be hard, but is it that bad...?
Arctosz
Tatyana is still alive? I-Is she doing well?
Leto
Super well. She just broke her leg in a fall right before our trip. That's why I'm here on my own.
Leto
But what happened in Chernobog a few years ago... Hmph, forget it. You wouldn't understand, even if I told you.
Leto
I'll keep it short. I ran into some trouble a few years ago, and Mamochka ran straight into a Catastrophe to find me... I was pretty lucky to get rescued by Rhodes Island, but she contracted Oripathy.
Arctosz
How could that...?
Arctosz
So, where do you live now? Rhodes Island...? Right, they can treat Oripathy! So are you two staying with them now? Are they treating you well?
Arctosz
I know the Doctor there! Right, right, I'll get in contact right away!
Leto
Give me a break. You can't possibly know the Doctor better than I do.
Leto
Whatever, we'll pick this back up later. Another word and I'll lose my temper again.
Leto
What's important now is to find our way out of here, and it's no good to let that Victorian run around either, right?
Leto
Actually, I came up with an idea and was going to tell you about it, but you interrupted me.
Arctosz
What? How do we get out?
Leto
Over there.
Leto
You stand on that spot.
Arctosz
But Rosalind, that's just a cliffβ€”
Leto
Huh? Of course I know that.
Leto stands behind the man claiming to be her father. She raises her leg again and kicks him in the back without a shred of hesitation.
Arctosz, completely unaware, only has a split second to look at her with a startled expression before his figure slips and falls down the cliff.
Arctosz
AHHHβ€”!!
Arctosz
Rosalind, carefulβ€”it'sβ€”oof!
Leto
Damn, you're pretty loud.
Leto
Stop yelling, you sound like I was going to end you...
Leto
I took a look earlier, and the short drop wouldn't do much with all that snow below.
Leto
What's wrong with you Kjerags? Do you guys not do any snowjumping here?
Leto
Ah.
Leto
Rightβ€”
Leto
Hey, totally unhandsome beardyβ€”
Leto
Don't forget to settle your child support for the past decade or so, I'll send the bill to your clan laterβ€”
Leto
......
Leto
Hah... that felt great.
Leto
And now, hmm...
Leto
I'd better tell the Doctor and the rest what happened here, just to be safe.
Leto
Sigh. I was supposed to be a tourist here, though, what the hell am I doing?
Leto
Oh, I got through.
Leto
Doctor?
Leto
Are you here yet?
Leto
Yeah, I'm fine. But there's something I need to tell you...
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