The convoy is almost here. The abbey can start moving once it's refueled.
Richele
Well, this was a tricky case, even though the location wasn't that far from Laterano. I think I should borrow a bed at the abbey, get some rest.
Oren
I didn't see you do anything particularly tiring, Richele.
Oren
Weren't you pretending that you didn't know anything?
Oren
Or should I thank you for not being lazy enough to dump all the evidence linked to the Church of the Deep into the sewers?
Richele
Don't be so uptight, Oren.
Richele
I'm sure Federico remembers the Sarkaz mercenary's dossier better than I do. And you and Lemuen are definitely more familiar with Church of the Deep cases than I am.
Richele
Plus, don't you think we're starting to get along a little bit, after you gave up empathy?
Oren
Why are you bringing that up?
Richele
No reason. Just, sometimes it's better to know less about a guy, like how you have to close one eye when you shoot.
Richele
Just to make it clear, though, I took Lemuen's instructions about confirming whether the abbey had anything to do with the Church of the Deep seriously.
Richele
At the end of the day, I suppose we can all sleep better at night.
Oren
You're lucky... or should I say, we're lucky.
Oren
The monastery gets the supplies it needs to return to Laterano. The disruption to the inhabitants was minimal.
Oren
The fallen girl has gone with the Sarkaz. Laterano will be able to find her, and the Sarkaz, if need be.
Oren
Laterano's image has not been materially affected.
You may have had the intention to cause harm, but at the end of the day, you didn't do any real damage.
Lemuen
Personally, I see no problem, but Velliv might be a little stricter where Iberia is concerned...
Lemuen
Ah, it doesn't seem like you're very happy with that answer.
Abbot
I apologize for the discourtesy I showed, Reverend Nuncio.
Lemuen
I sense your sincerity. I accept your apology.
Lemuen
But I also sense that it's not what you really want to say.
Abbot
It's not an easy thing, judging oneself...
Abbot
It is the truth that I fell to despair, and knelt before the malice in my heart.
Lemuen
What is more deserving of punishment: Harm caused out of benevolence, or malice not put into action?
Lemuen
To me, it's the former.
Abbot
An idea could be fleeting, or it could take root silently, biding its time.
Abbot
How could you know that this is simply the result of a single moment of weakness?
Abbot
What would this place be like, if I chose another path?
Abbot
I can't say that I've purged the caprices from my mind... I can't even say that I still believe in our laws...
Lemuen
But you still feel it, don't you?
Abbot
Yes, I do...
Abbot
Every waking moment, I prayed that the people would be given their due, prayed that this little corner of Paradise would not slip through my fingers.
Abbot
But I've waited for so long...
Abbot
Too long. So long that I began to doubt that the very existence of faith was simply a self-imposed conceit.
Lemuen
How does it feel?
Lemuen
Despair, fear, sorrow... what else? The feeling of...
Abbot
Incredulity.
Abbot
How do we doubt something that exists in one's own mind?
Abbot
It means you've begun to doubt yourself... with terrible consequences, if one is unable to dispel the doubt.
Abbot
If even faith could be false, then how much of Stefano is real?
Lemuen
......
Lemuen
I wanted to understand. I tried to understand. But I overestimated myself.
Lemuen
We could never truly understand another. 'Understanding' remains precious, fleeting, even with the incredible power of empathy.
Abbot
......
Lemuen
But having experienced so much, I have began to think that there are many emotions that can be communicated from one to another, and understood by most, even without the empathy.
Lemuen
At least, I can say that I have began to understand the thoughts of a certain individual, not because I sensed something, but because I have experienced it myself...
Lemuen
I offer this to you, Bishop Stefano.
Abbot
It's...
Lemuen
The notebook of a cleric who spent some time here. I thought you might find it... interesting.
Lemuen
Perhaps, just like you, he had many questions, and many troubles.
Abbot
......
Abbot
You asked me about my plans.
Abbot
I plan to return to Laterano. But not with the others.
Lemuen
You mean you want to travel from here to Laterano by yourself?
Lemuen
At your age...?
Abbot
Please don't stop me. I must know. I must... rediscover my faith.
Abbot
If there comes a day when I atone for my sins, if there is truly such a thing as miracles, perhaps I will find my Laterano then.
Lemuen
In that case...
Lemuen
I wish you the best of luck.
Lemuen
I hope you find your answer, Father Stefano.
Abbot
......
Abbot
We will meet again in Paradise.
The old man says no more.
Age has taken its toll on him, as have the ordeals of last night. The lines of age fill every gap on his face.
Before Lemuen's eyes, Stefano Torregrossa walks out the door, his back slightly hunched.
As previously reported, the two nuncios are confirmed alive and well. They are expected to return to their posts in Laterano soon.
Federico
Plans are in place for Sanctilaminium Ambrosii to resume movement, setting a course for Laterano's outskirts. It is expected to arrive at its destination before Spring next year.
Federico
A request for supplies has been made to the Curia to ensure reliable mobility, and to meet the everyday needs of the inhabitants.
Federico
Forty-one of the one hundred fifty-three inhabitants of the monastery will depart the abbey. Serpilia will track and report on their subsequent movements.
Yvangelista XI
The Sarkaz you mentioned?
Yvangelista XI
I must admit my surprise, even though I had a hunch...
Yvangelista XI
Whether it was the state of the abbey, the movements of the Church of the Deep, or Arturia...
Yvangelista XI
You've done well, Federico.
Federico
......
Federico
I failed to meet your expectations.
Federico
Our intervention destabilized the situation at the abbey.
Federico
There were... three casualties.
Yvangelista XI
You have doubts, my child.
Federico
...Yes.
Federico
I can rectify a wrong if I see it. I know many ways of stopping a sinner.
Federico
But at no point during this mission was there a clear course of action.
Federico
Why was the result suboptimal, if no error was committed?
Federico
Are our laws suitable for all circumstances? If not, on what do I base my actions?
Federico
That is where my doubts lie.
Yvangelista XI
......
Yvangelista XI
I don't have an answer for you, Federico, because this is a question that troubles me as well.
Yvangelista XI
But I'm happy that you're beginning to ask these questions.
Federico
I don't understand.
Yvangelista XI
There is no need to be anxious. You're beginning to ask questions that you've never considered before. Is that not a big step forward?
Yvangelista XI
It's like pulling the cork from a bottle of fine wine. The hardest part is over. All that is left is to pour out what you want.
Yvangelista XI
I'm going out to visit a friend, one that you're not unfamiliar with. I'll take your question to him.
Yvangelista XI
And share with you the answer he offers.
The towering statue is silent. The rays of the morning sun pour in. The executor ends the call and looks up.